Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Making Headlines

As it turns out there are some fun perks to being in the State of Slim program.  It is very important for us to share our stories and the team at the Anschutz Health and Wellness Center are doing lots of things to utilize as many mediums as possible.  There is the SOS Facebook page, Dr. Holly and Dr. Jim do book signings, they have done interviews with different news channels and magazines, Dr. Wyatt even did a Ted X Talk a few weeks ago at the CU Denver Downtown campus. 




















 Even with all of this going on, I was a little surprised when I received an email asking if I would be interested in doing an interview with Channel 9 News; apparently they wanted to do a story on some of us in the SOS group.  
I was more than happy to oblige!
Here is a link for your viewing pleasure



I don't have much on camera experience, but I am fairly comfortable being video taped. It was a pretty simple set up, just sitting on a couch in the administrative area of the center.  Manny, the interviewer/cameraman was very friendly and just asked us questions.  They showed very little of what we said, 


I'm not the only one either.....
Karen was not only featured in the CU Denver 
e-newsletter Today at CU

Karen Jackson










She is now also featured on CU Anschutz Health and Wellness Center banners on campus.











Carradine, one of our trainers, sent me this link anschutzwellness.com

Me on the front page of the Anschutz Health and Wellness Center website.

Pretty Cute huh?







Channel 9 came back at our halfway point to see how Julie, John and I are doing so far. They came and filmed our regular class and our group fitness class as well.  Then we did another one on one interview.







This is my leg, I liked this shot.











During the fitness class we had to carry the amount of weight we had lost so far.  At the time it was 23lbs, we carried this around the gym up and down stairs.

 




Like I say in the video this really gave me perspective on what it really meant to have lost that much weight.  It is easy to say how much I have lost, but to really be able to see the difference in a very tangible way was very inspiring.  I see myself everyday so it can be hard to see the differences, but this really showed me how much harder it was to carry that weight. I think this really hit me right where I needed it, a dose of reality, a reminder that I have come so far. It also helps me keep in sight the end goal and how much better I will feel the further along I go on this journey.
As of now I have lost 26lbs.

While it is fun to be interviewed and filmed and it makes this whole process more interesting, it also adds more pressure.  It's just another reason to be successful and show that if you really follow the program it really can work. That's the thing though, you have to really follow the program, I am finding that it works for me.
I like the food choice we have, I love learning about food and how to eat more healthy, I love learning about fitness and different things I can do to be active, I love getting to know everyone in my group and all of the people with the SOS program and the AHWC.





 I have said time and again it is a process, but I feel it starting to stick more and things are easier and more routine.  I am liking the results and liking the journey to get those results.  







I am making friends that I truly hope will still be around after SOS is done. They truly do help me get through this whole thing.  Its good to have someone that understands what we are doing and what my state of mind is right now.  
We are all in a very similar place in the mental side of things and it is great to have each other to turn to for support, sympathy, encouragement and even call each other out. I am truly grateful for them.



And I am grateful for everyone else that supports me and encourages me, my parents, Adam's parents, family and friends in TX and LA.


I hope that you all continue to enjoy my posts, I enjoy putting it all together and sharing it with you. It also helps me process everything that is happening  This thing gets me to go much deeper than I would have expected, but I am gonna own it and see where it takes me.


Wednesday, November 20, 2013

The Strange Things We Do


The further we get into this program, the more they want to push us.  This is a good thing, for many reasons, including pushing us outside those comfort zones, but sometimes it is fun too.  Dr. Holly has made it her mission to push us out of our comfort zone.  To do this, each week she gives us another challenge to get uncomfortable.

Challenge #1: No TV for a Week

This one was a tough pill for most of us in the class, for one reason or another.  So this one definitely pushed us outside those boundaries of comfort.  TV is something that most of us have built into our routine in so many ways, wake up and watch the news, or the Weather Channel in our house, or you have movie night with your kids, or the big games on TV.  So many of us struggled with the no TV challenge, but we made it through and some even felt they learned something about how to maybe manage their time differently.  
We still like our TV though.
I spent time working on my blog, adding things to our Amazon wish list, things we need out here, things for Gob.  I cant say I had this epiphany and I don't watch TV anymore, but I can say that I incorporate other things in to the mix now, including exercise.

Challenge #2:  Candy Baby


We came in to class and saw the table covered with candy and chips.  We were not sure what to make of this.  Was she going to let us eat a treat, was she testing to see if anyone tried to take a snack in class?  Class started as normal, catching up on the week before, how was it to go with no TV for a week, what were our struggles or what were our wins.  
Still nothing about the candy on the table, just let us all keep wondering what was going on with the candy!  Finally near the end of class, she asked us to pick out our favorite treats on the table, several people only picked up a couple of things and Dr. Holly said "not enough", we had to have at least 7 or 8 pieces. Then she passed out little Ziploc bags and told us to fill them up.  John, the only guy in our group, grabbed a couple bags of chips and lots of pieces of candy, way too much for our little bags. 
Then she tells us this baggie of candy and snacks will be our baby for the week.  We will take this baby with us everywhere we go.  If we go to the store, if we go to the gym, while we are at work, everywhere.  
So I took this very seriously and fashioned myself a baby carrier.  


Buckled her in on the way to work.

I decided that a good way to have fun with this would be to decorate her, so I gave her some hair and a little face. 


I know it looks a little creepy, but cute in an odd way.
This also doubled as a deterrent from eating any of the treats, I wouldn't want to ruin all my hard work.  Truthfully I did not have much urge to eat any, it was a little surprising.  Many people came back to class and said the same thing, there was not much urge to eat the candy, the only struggle was remembering to take the baby everywhere you go. 
 My baby went into the mountains and on quite the adventure.  We went to Breckenridge, stayed in a hotel, hiked several different trails on the way out and on the way back, all with my Candy Baby Mei along for the ride. 
Here is a video with Baby Mei in my backpack as we walk along one of the trails we like in Breckenridge.  


Its hard to tell what I am saying and I honestly don't remember, but I do know I turn and say "Hi Dr. Holly" 

Challenge #3:  Chopsticks

So this was another challenge during the same week we had the candy baby.  One of our group missed class that night because she was traveling in China for business.  They told us when anyone missed class, the rest of us would have to make up for it.  
So in honor of Regina, our challenge was to eat all of our meals for the week with chopsticks.
Not soups or yogurt type things, but anything else we had to use chopsticks, Dr. Holly even brought some to class or each of us.  I don't really have any problem using chopsticks, but some of the others were not happy.  They had never used them before and weren't sure they would be able to pull it off.  
We had to send a picture of us using our chopsticks during the week and sent it to Dr. Holly and to Regina, the woman traveling in China.
Here is my picture....



Challenge #4:  Make a big change in our environment

We talked in class about how important our environment is to our success in this program and in life. If you have unhealthy foods around you and they are a temptation, what can you do to change that?   If you struggle working out at home, what can you do to make it easier?
This one was a competition, whoever came up with the biggest change in their environment would win a 6 Pack, this awesome cooler that is perfect for our program. 
You can check it out here www.sixpackbags.com

I decided I wanted to make my home environment more fitness friendly.
I bought some bands to work on my strength at home, I bought an exercise ball and I have a sponge ball.  I mentioned this in my last post about getting physical.  This is how all of that started.  I wanted that 6 pack!


My band station. 
Several different weights and styles and my sponge ball that helps with my lower back and core.

I put images of exercises I can do with the bands and the balls, as well as inspirational images to remind me why I am doing this.
Like below, me and my love.


This way when I do watch TV, the images will be there staring at me telling me to get up and do my thing.  One of them literally says "Get up and use the ball"



Adam actually helped me cut out some of these images...such a good, supportive hubby!



We also cleaned off the table to make it less cluttered and I put some inspirational sayings on the wall.  Anytime I sit there I have some extra motivation.


I put these sayings up all over the house, in the bathroom in the kitchen, on the fridge, even above the sink.  



Of course that is the other big man in my life, Gob!  That is also a sign that says Be the person your dog thinks you are, in Finnish.  


But wait that's not all!
Challenge #5:  Kitchen Audit

In this same week we had to do a kitchen audit, take inventory of our kitchen, clean out things you don't use, organize what you do use and make sure those are front and center.  Make sure the fridge and pantry are full of ingredients that are SOS friendly.  It also helps to make your kitchen work better for you.  
Like I do quite a bit of baking and measuring now, so it helps to have my measuring cups and baking things within easy reach.  The whole point is to reinforce the idea that your environment makes or breaks your success.  If your kitchen is a mess and unorganized and you don't know what foods you have and what you need, it will be that much harder to be successful and follow the program. 

So hear is our fridge after the audit, it was already in pretty good shape with ingredients, I just organized and designated zones for certain items.  This helps me know what goes where and when things are getting low.  It also helps me plan my meals day to day, knowing what I have makes this a much faster process.  




Here is the freezer too, that is Ezekiel bread in the orange package.  Phase II friendly and its actually really good...check it out. 

This is the pantry, pretty decent size and it is much more organized, with the same concept of designating zones for certain things.






OK on to the next week
Challenge #6: Veggies

This week we came in to the classroom and the table was covered with all kinds of vegetables.  Asparagus, zucchini, eggplant, rutabaga, leeks, twelve in all.  One for each of us, and they all had a number by them.  Just like the last time, class went on as usual and we waited to see what was in store for us and the veggies.  I think we all knew what would happen, and some were dreading what veggie we would end up with.  So finally she pulled out a bowl of numbers and we all picked one, and we got the vegetable with the matching number.  I got leeks, and was not upset.  
I have had them before and know how to prepare them.  The idea was to challenge us to use a new veggie or find a way to make something good with a veggie you may think you don't like.  

There is a second part to this challenge.  Whatever we make we have to share with three other people, and not family or anyone else in our group.
I came home and told Adam, he was excited too, he started getting ideas right away on what to make.
The pics that follow show the process of making a chicken and leek soup.




Fresh leeks



Peeled and cut down



Chopped and soaking to get them really clean.


Onion, carrot and green bell pepper, boiled herbed chicken in the background ready to be shredded.




Here Adam is shredding the chicken, such a good chef.  
He is a big part of my success on this program too, super supportive and always ready and willing to help in any way he can.



Getting ready to put it all in together, homemade chicken stock.
I added some ginger, lemongrass, lime juice for a slightly Asian twist to it.
I think it turned out pretty good.

I decided to take my soup to work with me and hope that they liked it.
This is me, Lorena, Kim and Teri, they all enjoyed it and finished their cup.  Thanks to them for being good sports and taking a photo with me.





We had yet another challenge in the same week.

Challenge #7: Autopilot

This week we had to come up with a plan to put one routine into practice that makes it easier to make decisions on autopilot.  Mine was preparing my foods in advance.  
I made a video of me prepping my baby carrots and ricotta cheese for the week, this allows me quick items to grab and go, or make my lunch for the day quickly.  When you eat six times a day, four of which are at work, you have to plan ahead and know what your meals are through the day.  I actually like this part very much, it helps to make food less of a comfort or filler, but more a part of life, its just what I do. 

Here is the video for your pleasure.





Most of us really like these challenges, we may grumble our way through it sometimes, but in the end we learn something from it.  In the grand scheme of things, I have learned a lot about myself.  I know I am stronger than I thought, and if you know me that is saying something.  
It is still a difficult process and I may describe things here in a rosy light sometimes, but I don't want to diminish the impact of what I am going through.  I have many things to figure out about myself and this has kick-started a major period of reflection and I am so grateful for that.  Moving to Colorado is part of that too, while I am sad to leave family and friends behind,  out here I am able to have a fresh start so to speak, clear my head and buckle down, all those cliche things.  
They are all true.

I am trying to make big changes and it is a process, sometimes its a hard process, but worth it.


Friday, November 8, 2013

Let's Get Physical

As a part of this program we get a free membership to the Anschutz Health and Wellness Center.











This is the main entrance, they sell SOS treats at the front desk.












A small lounge area and the Kitchen Demo area.  This is where we get SOS meal demos from the Chef of Bistro Elaia, a healthy eatery at the center.













The main gym area, there is also a track upstairs that goes around the perimeter of the room and other more specialized equipment.







Steam room and Sauna

Have not used these much, not one for the heat yet. 




The showers are super nice, spacious and comes with shampoo, conditioner and body wash.


The pool, there is also a Jacuzzi in there that I have used quite a bit.  
Feels great at the end of the day.


This place is awesome, very modern, all the bells and whistles and super friendly staff.  Everyone is very excited about the SOS program and all of us in the group.  They are committed to helping us be successful.  And I mean Committed, they are not taking it easy one us and expect everything we've got, and then some.  
Honestly, that is exactly what I needed, and I think some of the others may feel that way as well.  For me it's the fact that I don't know what I am doing in the gym, how to use all the different equipment, what exercise to do and for how long.  They are here to help guide us through and teach us key fitness tools that can be applied to our routine.
I have tried things I have never done before and I really like it.  I am doing weights and using the rowing machine, pulling huge ropes on a track, planking, yoga, you name it...we have done it.
This is just the beginning of a process of incorporating fitness into my routine.  Right now I know I am highly motivated to go to the gym everyday and being committed to the program, but the idea is to do this forever and that takes major work.  I am trying to be realistic on what I can do right now and what I want to work my way up to.  I am setting goals for myself that I know I can achieve with the understanding that I will just keep setting these goals and doing more and more and more.



This was one of the first nights we had our group fitness class.  We meet once a week with Carradine and Casey and the group to learn ways to warm-up before working out, to learn new exercises, how to use the machines in the gym, ways to stretch after we are done.
It is actually a lot of fun.



Here we are doing rotations of steps, push-ups, kettle balls, bag slamming and planking.



Workin the weights

The cool part is you have a key that you can program a work out and plug it into each machine and it will know what your weight should be and how many reps to do, how long to rest between reps and what your next machine or activity should be.  
I LOVE THIS
It really makes it easy for me to know what I am doing when the trainers are not around.  

I know this does not happen over night and I have to work hard to make these changes permanent, this is more about emotional and mental obstacles that sometime get in our way.  
When we let ourselves get in the way. 
I know I do. 

 Now it is about being more positive and not letting it get the better of me.  When things get hard, you have to look for a way to push through and make it work.  If things don't work out the way you wanted, which will happen, don't beat yourself up for stumbling.  That will happen along the way, no one is perfect and you just get up and keep going.  You have the rest of your life to perfect parts of your routine, but you will always have to adjust to the ups and downs of life.  What I think is important is that this program is giving me the tools I can use to manage my life and make better choices.  It does not mean that I cant enjoy myself and do fun things, it just means learning to appreciate a new way of doing that.  



Taking the stairs instead of the elevator....that is 5 flights people.
Just one of the ways that I am trying to make small changes in the way I do things.  The more things I do or add, the easier it is to keep doing it.  

I am also trying new ways at the house to incorporate fitness into my routine.  
I set up a bands station and I have several types and weights.  These are just really versatile and easy to use at home for a simple workout.
 I have my sponge ball that I use to do exercises that help my lower back and my core.



Being more physically fit is important to me to really live the life we want in Colorado.  I want to be able to get out there and be a little ski bunny and kill it on the slopes with my husband.  I want to be able to find a trail and just take off and see where it goes, I want to have a garden and grow my own veggies and herbs, I even want to be able to get out and chop some fire wood.  Who knows where we will end up out here and I want to be ready.


Adam and I love to be out in the mountains and I am trying to push my self a little farther each time.  There are so many beautiful places to discover and we have only just begun to explore.


This is me with my candy baby out on one of our adventures.  For one of our homework assignments we had to carry a bag of some of our favorite candies everywhere we went.  
Baby Mei went to lots of really cool places while we were out hiking with our friends from Dallas, Brandon and Kristina.  We went to Berthoud Pass, Hoosier Pass and Kenosha Pass.  
I love being out there and it is so awesome that this is such a fun way of getting active.
Especially when you have awesome friends to go with you!

If you are interested in more about our Colorado Adventures you can check out Adam's blog at 








Sunday, November 3, 2013

Meatballs, Greek Yogurt and Veggies

A big part of this program is understanding food.  
Understanding food and what happens to your body when you eat food.
Understanding your body.

The things you eat are probably the most important aspect to losing weight and being healthy.  The Colorado Diet puts an emphasis on the foods you eat because of the science behind what happens in your body.  You start Phase I with foods that are supposed to help reignite your metabolism, start on unclogging that drain in your bathtub.  
I have learned a lot about what foods can do to make you healthier and what is happening in my body when I eat certain things.
It has helped me realize why I have struggled with weight all of my life.
Which is important to help me make better choices and better habits.

So like I said the food is important, it is a habit and a choice everyday of our lives.  And I will admit I had some bad habits and made some poor choices.  
Which means I have a lot to learn on what to do better.


These are some of the foods for Phase I
Lean Meats: Beef, Chicken, Turkey
Greek Yogurt
Almond Milk
Pumpkin
Almonds
Walnuts
Just about any Non Starchy Veggie
Herbs
Olive Oil
Spinach
Egg Whites
White Fish
Tuna
Oatmeal
Soy Sauce
Garlic
Salmon


I must say, when I first looked over the list of foods that we were to stick to on the Phase I, I was excited. I liked all of the foods and it did not seem limiting or bland.  There were lots of flavor options to spice things up and keep it tasty. 
 It helped that Phase I is only 2 weeks.
Then we get to add more foods to the mix.

You still have to be creative so you don't get burnt out on eating the same thing, but the key is making it fun.
Phase I is only 2 weeks, but when you eat 6 times a day, that is a lot of meals in a short amount of time.  I like getting in the kitchen and getting ideas on new things to do with ground beef or veggies.  
One of my favorites was Meatballs.








 I used ground up oatmeal instead of breadcrumbs and lots of yummy spices, oregano, basil, some garlic and a little bit of egg whites.  Instead of pasta I used squash, grated it with a cheese grater and it was really yummy. Homemade tomato sauce that simmered for a couple of hours.

I like things that are easy to make in bulk and use to prepare meals for the week.  I make baggies full of baby carrots to have at the ready.  Actually I use baggies for everything, instead of tons of tupperware, that we don't have room for, I use baggies for salsa, salt and pepper, ground beef, even pumpkin puree.  It is all about creativity for the situation, we have a small kitchen and little storage, so its important to make it work for me.

That is a theme throughout this program, how to make it work.  Don't make excuses, stay positive and find a way to keep promises.  This is harder than you think.  For some that means changing things in your child's life, adding another thing to your day, staying up later to prepare for the next day.  But when you think about it, those should be the easy things, because we really want to make a change in our life.  We should want to do those things because that is the only way to be true to what we say, true to who we are, and  true to who we want to be, to keep promises to ourselves.

Another meal I tried was a recipe from the State of Slim book, Herbed Chicken Rollups with Spinach and Red Peppers.
  I decided to give it a try after watching a cooking demo at the Bistro Elaia, located inside the Anzchutz Health and Wellness Center.  They are working with SOS to make meals that are friendly to our diet.  

The trick is to use cling wrap to roll it up nice and tight, then wrap it in aluminum foil and cook in a pan with a little bit of water in the bottom.  This helps to keep it tight while cooking and works to poach the chicken and keep it moist when it's done.



Just chicken breast butterflied, pound it out a little then put wilted spinach and red peppers in the middle with seasoning and some garlic.  Then roll it up and put it in the oven.


Then you get this beautiful result

If you know me, then you know that Adam is the cook in this relationship.
But I have taken to getting in the kitchen and getting creative with these meals, and trying new recipes.  I do better with recipes, while Adam is better at just winging it and coming up with something amazing.  He still does quite a bit to help me out, anything he can because he is just awesome that way.  While I appreciate all that he does, it is better for me to do things myself, so I can make it my own and find my own routines. 

That is my main objective through this whole process, how to make it my own.
Making changes in your life is never easy, but I am relishing the challenge.

Like I said, food is an important part of this process and understanding how it can help you,  how it can control you if you let it, how to take control.  
That is what I am doing, taking control.

There will be more about food later....
Next time I will share some about the fitness side of things.